Hi (:
My name is Chair and I rock.
Seventeen candles on the 28th September '09. I ♥ cocktails, cocaine, and clubbing.

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at 10:30 PM


#,Cause yoo are all tat I wanted
Seems like we have nth to talk anymore


I am not busy,I am crying ):
seems like we have nth to talk abt anymore..
I rather hang up th call?
Sorry,dunch talk to miie about topic..
Cause when I chat is random de,sigh..
Sorry,sorry,sorry~

I wanna be alone,seriously ):
let miie be,I dunch wan to cry
in front of yoo.. sighhh..
I will talk to yoo tomorow alrights?
Let miie have a good sleep now,
thanks.. Dunch nudge miie or wadever on msn le..

Th pic on th top,is I draw for yoo..
It shows at IMY now ):
but I dunch wanna talk to yoo,
I have no things to talk..
Wait tomorow k? byebye


at 8:57 PM
































#,Back to sg yesterday!
Happy happy happy (:


HEYO aliens! :D
Sorry for not posting yesterday,
was tiredd after a plane ride.. hahas!
And today is 21/12/09,hmmmmmm!
its someone's bday! (:
he is BRENDON C. ..
HAPPY 16TH BDAY DEAREST!
hope yoo will enjoy ur bday celebration today
and must thank miie uh,I wish yoo 12am sharp
last night! hohohohoho (L)

Last night specially stay up to 12am..
And thanks Junrong! he accompany to
chat all th way till this time,and we kup phone
at around 1am? :D
Yesterday afternoon when I touch down SG,
started to send out sms too ALL my dearest (:
imy guy tons alrights! hehex,and thanks
for all those sweet replies.. ><
Hahas,then reach home,become a pig alreadi,too tired!
Tat night had dinner at Great world city :D

Today morning woke up around 12pm..
then go borrow DVD(s) watch,damn boredd la!
and tat stupid Junrong go sit flyer,
dunch wan bring miie go,herh! ):
Anyway enjoy ur ride,and come back fast!
ROAR! :D blah blah blah blah

Currently msn wit dearest,
and watching BEYOND THE REALM OF CONSCIENCE
a hongkong drama,chinese is called 宫心计。
Actaully wanted to borrow THE BEAUTY OF GAME 美丽高迹象.
but onli come out 6episodes? ohh myy,I wan watch tat more siol!
hmmmm,nvm! waiting and waiting and waiting :D


at 9:56 PM


#,Going back to Singapore tomorow!
Must chiong sms/call le :D:D


Its 10pm sharp here at Kota Kinabalu (:
Finally get out of Sandakan -.-
I am dying out of boredom there,
but here,I am having fun? hahahahahas!
This morning woke up around 9am,
did last minute packing and off
for breakfast wit marmiie,michelle,
2nd uncle and auntie/elder auntie..

After breakfast went down to airport,
to buy michelle's air ticket to Kota kinabalu
wit us,a rather long journey hahahas!
then buy finish go home,did last online
12pm went to shili market eat lunch,
wanted to play SDO there,but cant ):
no timee alreadi! so faster rush down to airport
check in,30mins ltr,then board th plane..

Michelle sit economy class,while miie and marmiie
took business class (:
was sleeping throughout th whole plane ride,
until th plane touch down on ground,'boom!'
wahh,I woke up -.- scared till miie..
was tireddd! grrrrr,and youngest auntie
came to fetch us from airport..

Their new house damn nicee luhhs ^^
here alsoo got wireless connection,hehe!
play wit tze yee and ivan wit michelle
th whole afternoon,damn fun,but lots of screaming
then went to wisma,bought so XMAS's items,
then had coffee bean for high tea :D

7pm,go airport fetch youngest uncle..
TWISTED MY ANKLE THERE! -.-
HURTS LIKE........................................
GRRRR,NOW WALKING STILL OK LA
STILL PAIN,TOMOROW WILL OK LE :D
had dinner at Royal china restaurant,
there's a wedding holding out there..
after tat,back homeee.. (:
wahhh,had a great rest..
Online and chat around,hehehehe!
and congrats to those Nlevels students
who can move up to Sec 5!

Was rather surprise to see baby's Nlevels result
he did real well! 4distinctions.. WOW..
Currently chatting on msn,waiting for Junrong,
he's calling miie ltr,hahas (:
and there's alot of screaming here..
Tze yee and ivan is screaming! ohh myy,
my ears hurts,but I join in th fun too hehe!
so dearest! tomorow will sms yoo guys when
I touch down at SG alrights?

And afternoon I will be taking a nap,
night time then chat on msn/call ppl ^^
I miss real lot of ppl! sob sob T.T
tomorow I will be real happy


at 10:23 PM




#, 1more night to go (:
HATE MOLESTER,GO AND DIE -'-


Firstly,I am not posting about past few days,
wait till I am back to sg then I post about
3rd and 4th day in Sandakan..
Will post about today first,th 5th day (:
Morning woke up fcuk early,then bathe finish,
went to 2020 wit michelle and family to eat..
half way there,was walking along th street..
suddenly got one ah pek come touch my legs-.-
damn it,I tot was michelle touching miie!
then was shock,stood there for 3seconds,
then I turn back,th ah pek was smiling
in a pervert look?! damn yoo laa..

Omg,feel so disgusted..
then told michelle,she suddenly shout?!
wahh,xiasway luhhs.. uncle they all noe :X
then finish breakfast go kawaii shop..
then head down to Shili there play gamee..
SDO season 2! shiok laa! got pictures,
next time then post,hehhee ^^
play for 3hours like tat, :D

after tat down to Vedablue's ice cream shop
we eat lunch there,niceee :)
shop around at GIANT,then michelle's family
wan eat KFC,so accompany them..
we bought a thai horror movie,planning to watch
it tonight if possible! hahahahahas!
4.30pm head down to cinema,
watch STORM WARRIORS 2

As we settle down in th cinema,
suddenly they play wrong movieee?!
they play th movie called AVATAR?
we watching STORM WARRIORS,
not AVATAR! hahahahhas! :D
th sound effect damn cool!
alot of sword sounds,shing shing shing!
ear pain,hahas! sat between michelle and her brother..
Well,th movie is nicee aye! cool :D

after movie,is about 6.30pm
so dinner timee! met up wit my marmiie,
2nd uncle and auntiee.. had seafood for dinner..
damn full? ohh well! might be sleeping early,
tomorow taking plane down to Kota kinabalu..
actually is wit marmiie onli
but tomorow michelle will be joining us!
and of course,after going to kota kinabalu,
I will be back to sg on sunday! :D
yayyy! so happy luhhs ^^

And back to sg! I will sms sms sms alot!
call alot alot alot alot! my hands are itchy,
and will be sms-ing baby luhhs,
he sms miie when I am at malaysia,
how can I reply! haiyoooo ):
currently chatting wit dearest on msn
wait miie back to sg alrights! :D


at 10:18 PM





I feel like crying out loud now man..
I fcuking regret coming here I swear..
Anytime,th electricity here will cut off?
wad's this? bathe halfway,no water..
OMG,I dunnoe how to live on manns..
I really wanna go back,its enough tat
I have this kinda life.. ohh myyyy ):
ARGH,why no one stop miie from coming siol
I am real stupid to comee hereee ):

Awww,was chatting wit Junrong on msn phone call,
and HKO wit kayla (: but we hang up,
due to connection problems I guess.. ROAR!
ltr gonna watch movie on com wit michelle,
saying one last time :
I WANNA GO BACK SG FAST! -.-


at 4:01 PM


#,2nd day in Sandakan
Regretted coming here anyway ):

Oh hi aliens! ): 4pm here le..
Jus back from Shili's market..
Had lunch there,carrot cake and GYOZA..
Hmmm,did quite alot of shopping today aye..
Last night online till 11.30pm jiu go sleep le..
Was tiredd aye,damn it :X rain veri heavily!
Then morning once wake up,
electricity cut off again?! no power :X
walaoo,cant online,cant watch tv..
Sian like hell la hor ? ): I regret coming..

Damn! then mummy see miie bored till dk like wad,
bring miie,michelle,elder uncle and auntie to GIANT
we shop for goceries all these, :D
okays,my mood better.. but came homee?
still no electricity,its alreadi 11am le..
then elder uncle say need wait another 3hours or so..
OHNOOOOOOO! but ok luhhs,went for another round
of shopping (: bought alot of chewing gums for dearest,
then buy kawaii acccesories,a CHIO wallet and sex bands..
wow,things here are rather cheap.. much cheaper then singapore.
hahas (: then 4pm like tat head home.. got electricity le!
thats why can post blog all these ^^

I am missing my dearest alot
I hope can go back SG soon but
th ticket cannot change date luhhs..
damn it damn it damn it ):
I miss chatting on phone,
I miss sms-ing,
I miss going out wit friends,
and lastly,IMY my dear


at 9:13 PM

#,Edited post for th day (:
I have arrived at Sandakan le


Awwww! I finally got some time to post
my blog now aye? hahas! Michelle is playing
wit my psp while I am onlinee ^^
Today's routine is 7am head down to Changi Airport..
And wow,thanks to Junrong (: he really wuxim till
6.37am wake up and text miie.. hahas

After check in,went into silkair lounge wit my mum
and we boarded th plane at 8am plus..
Could'nt sms wit Junrong le! AHHHHHHH!
Faster send out messages to dearest and off I go ):
In plane,mum said I sleep like one pig hahas!
Sorry luhhs,ur daughter tired ok!
th flight was 2hours,but for miie like 1hour?
cause th other 1 hour I sleeping ^^

Reach KK's airport at 11am,
went to transit counter then took out laptop
and use at th waiting room (:
Internet veri fast wor! better then I tot
After tat 1pm like tat board th 2nd plane..
Saw a rainbow man,cool (:
Then 1.40pm reach Sandakan,
Michelle,Elder uncle and elder auntie
come fetch us,hehehehehe ^^

After tat reach their house,
was damn bored,almost mad till
wanna take my mum's phone and
call back sg lor? LOL :D
But nvm,Junrong called miie in msn!
hahahahas,free one man! then we had chat..
3pm like tat kup le,cause needa go 2nd uncle's house

Wah,then finish le wanna online one! but then
th whole house stop electricity?! electricity cut off you mei you?!
WAHHH,no fan alsoo.. hot like roast pig LOL
then do alot of blah blah things la.. then 7pm off to dinner..
bak kut teh ! cool huh :D lalalalalalalalala..
On th way home,see alot of abandoned or so called torn houses?
Wahh,I started to feel tat I am rather fortunate staying in SG!
hahas,but problem here for miie is,alot of mosquitos..
I feel like going back soon! no jokes ok? ):

I miss chatting on th phone,miss my bed!
and miss my patrick bear ): LOL
currently I am chatting on msn..
Damn junrong keep ask miie faster post,HERH!
hahas,dearest ones IMY guys lots lehh!
I will go back SG asap :D


at 5:57 AM


#,Leaving today (:
Back on th 20th of Dec


First of all,Morning aliens!
its 6am sharp now,and I found out tat
I do have sometime to post blog before
miie and my mum head down to th airport (:
Our flight is at 8.30am,early like hell?
I got to wake up at 5.30am and yet I slept
at 1am last night,I am starting to yawn obviously :X

Geeks,I did'nt call trecia & co back for conference,
wasn't being told and so was on phone wit JunRong..
Hahas,I swear last night as a great laughter for both of us..
Okays,we spend more time on phone cause this week,
I can't call him at all! sorry ): hahas,yoo requested a message
from miie when I reach there huh? hahas! then wait for it aye
Will send yoo one once I touch down malaysia..

Hmmms,its not long since I see my cousin michelle lehh..
But go there for fun luhhs,at least night time got someone
face to face talk/play wit miie.. Was wondering wad activity
she's gonna plan for miie thereee! hahahahas! ^^
And yoo hor,remember fetch us from airport hor,

Okays,not gonna say much le! Ltr before I board th plane,
will send a message out to Dearest ones (L)
And don ask CRAPS whether will I miss yoo guys,
YES I WILL K! (: hehehehehehex!
And so,takecarees for th next 7hours,
I will be back soon,sayonara ! :D


at 10:53 PM






#,HAPPY BDAY TO IVY DASAO!
LEAVING SG TOMOROW!^^


Firstly happy bday to my dear dasao luhhs (:
Hehex! morning brother knock my door ask miie
wakee up! roarrrr! :X nvm,then went to bugis
have lunch then go raffles city buy cake for dasao ^^
on th way home,was smsing,hehex..
Back homeee, complete card for dasao!
hard work man,then start to pack lugguage :D
wahh,my whole room was in a mess luhhs,
but th picture at th top is neat right? hahahas!

finish packing at about 4pm,then prepare myself..
6.30pm off to St-Regis hotel for dinner..
Yummy luhhs! cut cake there :D
9plus reach home,bathe finish called JunRong for chat..
then ltr call Trecia and Yien for conference,
currently kup wit Trecia and co,and on phone wit JunRong..
Guess ltr will call them back bah :D hahahas!
tomorow I am leaving for malaysia le! ):
Dearest! will miss yoo guys k? and will send a sms
to yoo all before I board th plane..
Will be back onli on th 20th of Dec :D
must miss miie uh! and thanks JunRong for
a section of miie in his blog post,hehex ^^
chatting wit him now,sleeping early too..
nights aliens! will post tomorow morning..


at 1:34 PM



#,You Left Me Hurt/Speechless
But,I guess everything is worth it



Boooo aliens! (: afternoon!
Currently I am waiting for 2pm,
so I can meet Jasmine and we head down
to school bus-stop to meet other band members
We are going for Senior Mr Quek's band concert!
Woohooo! Cool huh? hehex,will be back onli at night..
And well,I woke up real early today :X
thanks to NNP,Idk wad th hell happen to him luhhs,
saw his sms say fighting wit one paikia -.-
I am irritated ok,yoo in malaysia leh please,
not singapore,ltr yoo got hurt,how? yoo tell miie luhhs..

LOL,oh well,in th end they did'nt fight :X
Hmmmm,last night was real tired anyway..
phon-ed wit JunRong till 11plus,wanted to sleep
but iie having cramps -.- ROAR! hate it luhhs..
Alrights,nth much alreadi,shall edit post tonight (:
Stay tuneeee! Byebyeee and I wan mandy szb to cheer up!
she's feeling sad ): sighhhh..



EDITED POST FOR TODAY *AFTERNOON/NIGHT*


Yoyoyoyoyo! aliens,I am back (:
hehex! firstly met jasmine at 2pm then we bus-ed down to
school's bus stop.. after tat met up wit band members (:
we then take 25 down to UBI..
reach Maha Bodhi primary school,
then we settle down and watch th concert..
Its great seriously,but there's a guy in front of miie......
zzzz! dk wad to say abt it,hard to breathe man..
spread to miie,then to jasmine/qianhui..
then to behind! hahahas,then use hand sanitizer
rub our hands to block th stench -.-
hahahas! and most hilarious is!
miie and jasmine and others kept looking at those guys there,
oh well,of course is shuai then look luhhs! *geeks*


after tat! th concert end at about 4.30pm?
some band members go to tampines,while some
back homee! and yeah,I went home cause got dinner
wit family luhhs.. so reach home around 6pm,
then headed down to ION for dinner..
Dinner at CANTON-I (:
after that shopping! shop for a new AGNES B bag :D
then went home,called mandy szb (:
): hear her sad voice,I alsoo sad le luhhs!
sigh,we talk about our xinshi ^^
at least we feel better aye? hehex..

OH YA! 13dec is dasao's bday,and tomorow
will be celebrating it at St.Regis hotel,
hmmmmm I jus complete a bday card for her!
but is half of it onli ): sighhh! I am tired now!
Need HKO,wahh,th quest is making miie go real mad!
and was on phone wit JunRong then wit Kayla Dajie..
PHWEEE! going mad and busy soon (:
Hmmm,my lugguage not pack! and monday
I am leaving singapore,ARGHHHHHH!
head bursting,gonna phone wit kayla awhile more
then call Junrong,then orh orh! nights aliens :D


at 10:19 PM


#,091209 ends everything (:
All Well Ends Well,takecarees luv!


Hello pigs! :D I would appreciate if yoo dunch ask
wad happen between miie and him,(:
Over means over,no point knowing wad happen right?
I am not gonna cry over it anymore,I hate crying now..
My eyes hurts for nights,I could'nt help but to rub it..
And now,my eyes are so fcuking painful -.-

I was taking late sleeps at night,
was chatting wit Junrong on phone till like 2am plus?
Cool! its like we drifted so long ago,and now we came back
contacting each other,:X or should I say I dunch even
know tat he is in my contact list, LOL (:
Nice knowing yoo anymore,good friends are hard to find
Last night was really crying out my heart,
heard tat Kayla was leaving for Aus,was shocked!
but in th end,was rather happy tat her father
decided to cancel th permit form (:
on th other hand,was crying over ZY daddie..
I could'nt bear to let him go to NS,
but is bobian,I lose another listening ear ..
But daddie,meet up more often alrights? :D
wit MLB,hope samion would spend time together
wit us more often,hehex ^^ and marcus too..

This morning,started to bang my brother's door!
to ask this fcuking pig to wake up -.-
who ask him last time I nvr wake up jiu
bang my door like got fire like tat lol!
alrights,then headed down to city..
Eat pepper lunch, then shop around..
Off to airport fetch elder brother,
was surprise tat he was back so early! ^^
then hom-ed (: bought a bike,
quite cool.. hahas! then evening time
was on phone wit Junrong,then hang up
cause I going to cycle around (:

Was real hot after cycling, :X
Phone wit Junrong till 8plus,bathee
then online msn chat chat chat.. hehex!
11pm started on phone again,ji busy yi xia! LOL
hahas,then play HKO awhilee..
Now is 1am le! was laughing still..
jus now I played a song,which is
called 'meng li hua' sang by Angela Z.
then Junrong heard it,he say
'eh,veri familar leh? WU JI HUA uh?'
LMAO! :D I kept laughing non-stop..
I tot he was trying to joke wit me th song name,
yuan lai he dk th name of th song :X
omg,make miie laugh like dk wad luhhs!

Oh well,of course laughing doesn't do miie any good!
LOL! he threaten to sell me off in Facebook FFS :P
sell lor! yoo bear to sell,yoo sell ok?
anyway my value alsoo rather high le,hahahhaas!
WU JI HUA! :D
Alrights,kup phone le! cause tiredd,
so yeahhs,good nights pigs! ^^


at 9:45 PM




#,OVER!OVER MEANS OVER!
Yoo broke my heart,really! ):


Being wit yoo,makes me feel secure
Being wit yoo,makes me feel happy
Being wit yoo,makes me feel love
Being wit yoo,makes me feel lucky
But I started to realise tat,
We are not meant for each other..
I am being advise,being warn many times,
but I chose to ignore,all because I love yoo so much
Now,I regretted.. All those love I put into yoo,
are all being wash away in jus a glance of tat night..
And now,even if I wanna be myself in front of yoo,
being a girl who jus LOVE yoo,and not EFFING LOVE yoo,
its all over.. Yes,I admit tat too much love was put into yoo..
And tat damage our relationship,so now..
When I wanna change,its all too late..
Yoo will nvr see me anymore,neither will I..
2months,and yoo are gone,really goneeeeeee
520hearts done for yoo,is worthless alreadi..
When I saw wad yoo wrote,I could jus dump it
into th dustbin.. I went mad,crying like a stupid girl..
painful till,I cried without sound..Tears filled up my eyes ):
I could'nt be strong,because yoo make me lose confidence..
Forever and ever..Yoo are no difference from my ex!
Yoo are jus one chao hongster ok ): hongsterr!
How I wish out of 10 ppl,9 were like daddie..
Be faithful to one girl,and stop hurting th rest ):
HAIS! Not in th mood,seriously not..
因为你，我以后都不会感受到真爱了。




Hi aliens,^^
Last night was rather UPSET YET FEDUP!
idk how to describe my feeling last night..
Cried in th early night,Scream in th late night..
Cried when looking at yoo,):
Angry when tat fcuking guy keep smsing me, :@
Until now,yoo really make miie damn hurt!
my heart is totally fill wit thorns now ):
And tat fcuking guy,kept sms-ing miie non-stop
ask yoo dunch sms,still sms.. WTH :X
Angry luhhs please,iie could jus call over and kan him
then th guy sms Jonathan,hohoho!
Tio kan,and he is being er xin can anot?
he called miie 'PEIPEI' in front of Jon?
YUCKKK luhhs! :X dunch eveer call miie tat!

Then at that time,listen to Jon kan him..
lalalalalala,then iie was on msn chatting all around
thanks Jon! he really stop disturbing miie (:
then was on phone wit JunRong from 12-2/3 am?
he said ghost stories! keep say things related to mirror
I scared till!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cant sleep ):
Morning,brother woke miie up..
Went to marina square wit him and dasao
cut my hair,fringe like lady gaga -.- damn it..

Then went around Suntec then ION
Had high tea at TWG (: rocks manns!
alot of 'TAITAI' .. Woooooooo..
After high tea,went back homeee (:
chat on sms wit NNP,then HKO wit dajie..
currently on phone wit JunRong,crying ):


at 1:33 PM


#,Cause I think through one whole night
Thanks for th times,and of course th memories


KNNCB,'your father',yoo where buay song?
Early in th morning,first thing is see ur lanjiao tags -.-
No balls uh yoo? spam spam spam,wad century liao..
NVM! continue ur stupid lanjiao tags,
I wanna see how much more yoo can spam man
NO LIFE!NO BALLS! wuji use real name (:
show us ur beautiful/handsome nameeeee!
spam 3 of us again,we wont let yoo off..
220.255.7.178 , ur 'beautiful IP address'
Watch out (:


Afternoon aliens out thereee :D
Jus woke up not long ago,hahas!
Nothing much to do now,jus chatting on msn
wit my new bitchygirlfriend Shernice and others ^^
and and! not leaving out my dearest baby!
he's out for work and I am sms-ing him :D
Alicia bi,I guess yoo are boarding th plane real soon aye?
I will miss yoo tons alrights! and presents must come when
yoo are back uh! *jkjk* hehex :D

Awwwwww! Nnp is cheering up! weets,
and was planning to catch a movie wit him
either tomorow or wednesday,hmmmmm (:
I dunch wanna go malaysia next week I think!
I rather stay at Singapore,out for movies and shopping!
hohohohoho^^ In ♥ wit one of baby's photo man!


at 11:50 PM

I am feeling much better now (:
wad I can say is,afternoon,I am dying out of breath..
I started to feel tat I should cherish th ppl around me..
If one day,like him,left me or should I say we left each other?
Wad am I suppose to do? T.T
I dont understand myself,I dont understand why
I jus wont cherish ppl until they leave me..
So many loved ones,had alreadi leave me..
Boyfriend,Nehneh and even my dearest bmud,
that I had always love to chat wit,
slowly fading off ): Bmud,Idk how yoo are doing now,
its jus tat idk why our relationship will worsen so much!
At times,I really feel like talking back to my lost ones,
but why could'nt I jus do it? ): I miss them tons!

JL Gan Nehnehpok

NNP,Cheer up please.. (:
I noe its like so sudden that yoo
broke up wit ur stead,but since there's no feeling,
wad for holding on? not say she dump yoo,
then yoo feel so depressed luhhs cause I noe,
yoo rarely get dumped right? :X
Jus dont get to upset over it ok! LOL
I am experiencing same amount of hurt do yoo noe?
Although urs is real stead,mine is jus normal gan..
Th amount of hurt is still th same.. Its all because,
I put too much love on him.. But since thats wad I deserve now,
then ok luhhs,I had to jus accept? (:
So nnp,thanks for being there for me at times when I am down..
Now tat yoo are down,I guess I should do my job to cheer yoo up too..
Regardless on MSN,SMS or CALL .. I am 24/7 there alrights?
Sleep well tonight,I guess tomorow will be a better day


Hmmms,no point being sad now I guess (:
I rather be happy for now,cause!
currently I am gaming wit Kayla Dajie
on Hello Kitty Online,I played this game,
then recommend her,nicee right? ^^
having lots of fun in there but eyes pain luhhs..
Continuously playing for HOURS man (:
Oh well,baby! idk wad to get yoo for ur bday,
let me think first k? wait for it! (L)


at 3:04 PM






#,爱情对我来说，已经是废物了。
但这是一个完美的结局。

"When you love someone, let them know.
You never know what will happen the next minute.
Learn to build a life together..
Learn to love each other.
For who they are..not what they are..."

PHONE TURN OFF,NO CALLS/SMS FOR NOW,THANKS

I chose to reveal my feelings out to yoo,
cause I will nvr noe wad would happen th next minute,
wad if one day,I leave this world,and wad I could'nt let go
is yoo,I will regret for not telling yoo tat I love yoo..
Sometimes revealing out ur own feelings towards someone,
isn't about embarrasing because yoo are a girl or vice versa..
In love,there is nothing to be shy about..
Sometimes,we say goodbye to th person we love reluctantly,
though tat doesn't mean tat we have stopped loving them
or we have stopped caring for them
Its jus tat goodbye,is a painful way to say I love yoo
Slowly,I am removing my love off yoo,
Yoo noe I could'nt bear to, but this is wad yoo wan..
I don wish yoo to live in a world where,
yoo have to give in/make ppl happy but
yoo DESTROY urself.. Yoo are kind,yoo are a good guy
Whereas,I am a girl who onli noe how to give trouble..
I could nvr forever give in to yoo,
neither could yoo forever give in to me..
I experience more hurt then yoo do,
I could understand those feelings..
I would nvr wan to taste this feeling anymore,
its so painful,real painful where yoo could jus cry without tears..
Boy,at times,yoo noe I had to leave..Understand me..
I have my reasons cause I would nvr wan to be a girl
who is full of tears everyday,everynight..
Though boy,yoo are all tat I wanted..
If I really had to leave,please..
Remember th fav side of me,
I may not be physically beside yoo,
but I will be mentally beside yoo..
As long as yoo wan me,I will be there..
But I could'nt feel th laughters of urs
th soothing voice of urs..
th times where I had really enjoyed wit yoo..
Its worth,everything has come to an end,
where both of us had really love each other
and we let go this relationship without regrets (:
After 1 and a half month,I start to realise,
how important yoo are to me